Monday, April 30, 2007

Shige & Yuki

Yuya was away for 2 weeks but to yuki, it seems like forever. School is going to start tomorrow. Yuki is scared to attend school alone. Usually, yuya will hold her hand and lead her to the classroom. He will sit beside her in class and both will play with the other kids together. From now on, yuki will have to learn to live a life without her aniki’s protection.

[ The Next Day ]

“ okasan, when can aniki go to school with me again?” yuki looked at her mother who was combing her tresses. Sakurako Suri sighed “ my lovely child, yuya will be busy and might not be able to attend school everyday with you. But don’t forget that he cares a lot for you and wish to spend more time with you, be it in school or at home. However, he is working hard for his dream and he is very happy doing what he is doing now. Right yuki?” yuki’s mother hug her tightly as yuki is sobbing uncontrollably.

“ yuki look at me. Things will never be like before. Yuya will not be with you every single moment. You must learn to be independent, your aniki will want to see you happy not crying.” Yuki wiped her teary face and nod her head.

Uncle ken drove yuki to school at Eitoku School and his heart pain as he saw Yuki’s crestfallen face as she slowly walked to class. As yuki sat at her usual table, she can’t help crying as she noticed the empty seat beside her which belongs to yuya. She then took out the diary and wrote her entry.

[ entry ]

Aniki, school has started but you were not there with me. Mum told me that you might not be able to attend school regularly. I will try my best not to cry anymore. Just concentrate on what you are doing. Aniki, I will always support you. Ganbatte ne!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Yuki and Linda's 1st meeting

“Okasan! Otosan!” Linda shouted as she skipped into the huge mansion.

“Welcome home, young mistress,” a butler bowed to her.

“Konnichiwa, uncle!” she chirped happily and ran into the house.

“Kasan!” she called her mom again.

This time, her nanny, Akito, approached her and bowed. “Welcome home, young mistress. Your parents are not home. They are in Brazil now attending an important business deal. They will be back in a week’s time,” she informed the six-year-old girl.

Linda nodded. She kept her smile bright even though her eyes were filling up with tears. There was never a moment whereby her parents put her as the top priority. Whenever there is a parent-teacher meeting, none of her parents will come. Instead it would be her nanny who would come and attend. When her parents were back, they would give her lots of toys and food, which made her happy. They could give her everything except time.

Linda refreshed herself and went outside and sat on the swing, looking at the sky, wondering about her parents. She was used to being alone and to attract attention to herself, she would use ways and methods to carry out many mischiefs.

Suddenly, she heard a loud noise beside her house. She ran out and saw there were a few moving trucks entering the mansion next door. Linda peered into the gate and suddenly saw a boy staring at her curiously. Linda grinned. “Konnichiwa! My name is Masaki Linda. I live next door. You are?” she asked.

“I’m Akanishi Jin,” he answered.

He put out his hand and Linda grabbed it and shook their hands. From that day on, the two of them became very close friends.

A few years later

Akanishi and Linda grew up together and went to the same school. The school for the rich people- Eitoku School. Even though Akanishi was a year older than her, he would make a point to keep an eye on her. He knew that she would want to attract as many attention as possible and sometimes things could get a little bit out of hand.

“Jin-chan, I sign up out names in the dancing part of the ceremony,” Linda grinned during lunch.

He was eating and almost spilled his lunch when he heard what Linda had done. “You what? You what?” he asked.

Linda looked at him innocently. Her cat-like eyes were shining with excitement. Akanishi sighed. He could never scold her. Everyone around them was staring at them curiously. Akanishi and Linda were the most popular couple in school. They were known to be the most perfect couple both in brains and beauty even though they were only in elementary school.

“But I am already in Middle school! How can I participate?” he asked.

“I begged the teacher to let you in. Besides, I know you want to get into my uncle’s company. My uncle dotes on me and I will recommend you to him if I see that your dancing is good,” Linda winked.

Akanishi eyes lit up. A chance to enter Johnny’s entertainment and to meet people like Takuya Kimura, Goro, Tsuyoshi and Koichi. Akanishi grinned and agreed.

On the day of the performance.

“Jin-chan, I forgot my vest! Please look for me?” Linda begged him.

Jin narrowed his eyes at her but left without a word. Linda wandered and soon heard a soft music. She followed the music and saw a girl playing a sad song on the piano. “Anou, are you one of the piano players? Konnichiwa! I’m Masaki Linda. Just call me Linda. Are you going to graduate this year too? I’m graduating this year,” Linda introduced herself.

The girl looked up from the piano and stared at Linda. Linda sat next to her. “Why do you play such sad songs? You should play songs like this,” Linda chirped and played a few bars.

The girl did not answer. “what’s your name?” Linda asked.

“Sakurako Yuki,” she answered.

“Nice name! Snow! Your skin is like snow too! Hmm… My name has no meaning. I wonder what my name means,” Linda replied.

“Linda! There you are! Come on,” Jin pulled her.

“Sorry for disturbing you. She’s a bit loose up here,” Jin pointed to Linda’s head.

“What do you mean by that? Baka! Bakanishi!” Linda retorted, frowning.

Yuki just smiled at her. She’s cute, Yuki thought.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

the young yuki

Sakurako Yuya and Sakurako Yuki are twins and the latter is the youngest. Both of them are close and yuya being the elder brother will always protect yuki.

Yuki likes to play the piano while yuya plays the guitar. At the tender age of 6, both of them had obtained the highest grade for both instruments. During family gathering, yuya and yuki will perform for everyone a song. Though yuki will sing with yuya when they practice together, she will get stage fright when faced with audiences. Therefore, yuya voice will only be heard.

Yuki hates her timidity and will cry in her room but her brother will console her. They tried so many ways to overcome her stage fright but always end up in despair.

“ aniki, daijoubu. I will just concentrate on playing my piano while you play the guitar and in charge of singing.” yuki assured yuya. “ yuki, it is unfair. You have a great voice, we should sing together.” No matter how yuya tried to reason with yuki, she had set her mind on it.

During parties which their parents are invited to attend, both yuya and yuki would be invited to perform. During one of the performance, yuya was asked by their parents meet this uncle.

“ hi, you are sakurako yuya?” this nice uncle introduced himself.

“ hai, hajimemashite” yuya greeted back.

Yuya was asked whether he is interested in joining Johnny’s entertainment. He could perform on tv, learn dancing, meet more people and mostly, able to record an album.

“ uncle, can my sister yuki join too?” yuya asked the kind uncle.

“ my boy, girls are not allowed to join as it is an only boys agency.”

“then I don’t want to join since my sister will not be there.” The young yuya refused to join as he wants to perform together with his sister. Yuki who heard the whole conversation drag yuya aside.

“ aniki, don’t be ridiculous. It is your dream to be able to sing on tv. Why did you refuse this great opportunity? Aniki, I’m fine. I know I will never be able to stand on stage and perform like you. Join them please, if not I will so angry at you.”

Yuya ponders and look at yuki for confirmation. She nod her head to show her approval. “ you sure u will be ok?” yuya asked once again. “ daijoubu. I will definitely be ok.”
They walked over to where their parents and that uncle is. “ dad mum, can I join?” both nod their head and yuya joined that agency.
It’s been a week since yuya joined that agency. The time spent between yuya and yuki lessen. Yuya is always at the company practicing his singing and comes home late almost everyday. Sometimes, she is asleep when he comes home or is too tired to play with her.
Yuki misses her brother so much. No more practices, no more hide and seek and no more spending time together.

Nowadays, Yuki stayed in her room most of the time playing with miko her pet cat and will occasionally glance at the window hoping that her brother will come home soon. The practice session is boring without yuya. Everyone in the household noticed her change and tries ways to make her happy. Yuki will smile and laugh with them but deep down, she knows that no one can take yuya place.

[ 2 months later ]

One night, everyone was asked to gather at the living room. Her parents told everyone that yuya will be performing at SMAP’s concert as a dancer. Yuya was beaming and walked over to yuki.

“ yuki, I can perform now. You will be happy for me right?” yuya held her hand and looked at her. yuki just nod her head and tries to hide the tears that threaten to flow. “ I will be so proud of you aniki.”

Yuki had cried herself to sleep that night. Yuya who was standing outside her room heard her crying and went to ask his parents as to why yuki was crying. They tried to explain to him that yuki feels lonely and misses him but she will be ok after awhile.

“ mum dad, how can I make her happy again?” his parents told him a lot of ways. Yuya decided that he will exchange diaries with his sister. He took the diary from dad and wrote his 1st entry.



[ entry ]

Yuki, gomen ne. I’m sorry that I make you cry. Promise me that you will not cry anymore because I will be sad too. Let’s exchange diaries so that I can understand how you are and what’s been going on lately. No matter how busy I am, I promise you that I will write my entry.

My cute little sister must smile ok? =)



Yuya carefully opened yuki’s door and placed the diary on her table. On top of the diary is a pink rose that he had plucked from the rose garden.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Linda's feelings..

Linda heard everything that was said. She heard Yuki screaming heatedly at Yamapi for refusing to see her and the baby. She heard the News members trying to make Yamapi snapped out of his shock and dazed position. She heard crying. Most important of all, she heard Yamapi walking away from her.

Her heart broke with each step that Yamapi took as he walked away from her. She wanted to scream out to him. Scream, yell, shout till her voice was coarse but no one could hear her. “YAMASHITA TOMOHISA! Please don’t go! Please don’t leave me alone!” Linda yelled but Yamapi walked further and further away from her.

She heard Yuki pleading to her to wake up. She tried to open her eyes. She used all her energy to open them but to no avail. “I’m sorry, Yuki. I can’t do it. I can’t open my eyes. I’ve let everyone down. I’ve let you down, I’ve let Shige down, I’ve let Akira, Takizawa and Takahisa down. I’ve even let Tomohisa down. I’m the worst person alive. I’m sorry,” she apologized but no one could hear her.

She was just about to give up when she heard the voice that she had wanted to hear. “I’m sorry, Linda. I’m sorry for being a jerk. I’m sorry for being a coward and refused to see you and the baby. Please wake up. I’m here. I will not walk away from you ever again,” Yamapi told her, his voice choked up with tears.

Linda in return, unable to communicate with him, shed tears when she heard his apology. He stayed with her all through the night, stroking her hair, her hand while talking to her about mundane stuff.

When the doctor told them that the baby would be fine, Linda was delighted to hear it. She had been worried about her premature child than herself. She could feel Yamapi’s hand tightened around hers when the doctor told them that the chances of her ever waking up were slim. She felt that the doctor had done injustice towards her. She will wake up! She will be back with her family once again. She would not give up easily, she vowed to herself.

She heard Yuki asking her about the past. About the time they received a lot of flowers and fruit baskets from fans, sponsors and other staff. “Linda-chan, do you remember them?” she asked.

Yes, I do remember them, she wanted to reply but was unable to do it. There was silence when Yuki asked that question. A few moments later, Linda heard someone crying. “Linda-chan, please do tell us a sign that you hear us?” Yuki asked tearfully.

“Yuki, please don’t be like this,” Shige pleaded with her.

Yamapi did not say anything. He just looked at Linda who looked as if she was sleeping peacefully. He looked closer and saw that Linda was shedding tears. “Why are you crying?” he asked as he wiped away her tears.

Everyone looked at Linda. “Don’t cry. Just wake up. Please come back to me,” Yamapi pleaded.

His pleas only make Linda cried harder. Her tears flew continuously like a leaking tap. “Linda, if you hear us, please stop crying. If you are sorry that you made us worry, then just wake up,” Ryo said harshly.

Yamapi glared at him. “Shut up, Ryo! You have no right to talk to her like that!” Yamapi snapped.

Ryo wanted to retort back when the beeping sound grew haywire. “What is happening?” Yuki asked as she saw Linda trying to breathe with much difficulty.

Yamapi rushed to get the doctor. The nurses had arrived and chased everyone out. When the doctor came, everyone was feeling anxious. “I’m sorry,” Ryo apologized to Yamapi.

Yamapi did not reply. His face was back to being expressionless. “It’s ok,” he whispered a few moments later.

Half an hour later, the doctor came out, looking grim. Yamapi looked at the doctor, hoping that there would be some good news about his wife but looking at the face, he knew not to get his hopes up. The doctor took a deep breath. “Yamashita-san, your wife had taken into a bad condition. She is now deeper into her coma. The only way to wake her up is to talk to her about happy things. Things which makes her happy,” he replied.

Yamapi nodded gravely. “Can I see her now?” he asked quietly.

The doctor patted him on the shoulder. “Yes, you can,” he said.

“Can you let us be alone for today?” Yamapi asked quietly to everyone after the doctor had left.

Everyone stared at him, questioningly. “I want to spend some quiet time with her, please,” Yamapi explained, almost pleadingly.

Everyone nodded slowly and started to leave. Yamapi turned and entered the room and sat down beside her. “I love you, Linda. Please wake up,” he begged as tears ran down his cheeks.

Yamapi spent the whole night with her, talking about his work and their children. As time passed by, he grew tired and fell asleep next to her, holding her hand tightly.

Yuki saw the whole scene and was touch to see the love between the two of them. She went in and put a blanket over the sleeping Yamapi. She sat down opposite of Yamapi. “Ne, your husband loves you so much. If only you can see him now. I still remember how much the two of you hated each other. It’s was funny but scary at the same time, remember?” Yuki said and start to talk about the past.

Meanwhile, Linda had gone deep into slumber and woke up to find herself in her memory lane. And so, the past began to unfold slowly.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

shige & yuki 3

When everyone heard the doctor words, yuki felt her tears flowing down her cheek.
“ no, no. Linda will be fine. Right shige, right yuya… she is definitely going to be fine. She will never leave me. No.. she will not.” Yuki was hysterical and shige and yuya was trying to calm her down.

“ yuki, she is going to be fine. Hush now, Linda is going to be fine. Believe in her yuki ” shige and yuya tried in vain to assure her but yuki just keep mumbling to herself.

Yuki stared at Yamapi when she heard his comments. Massu grabbed yamapi by the collar and was going to hit him. Ryo and Koyama hold the fuming Massu away. Shige and yuya went to him and tried to reason with him but both were treated in the same cold manner.

At that moment, yuki stood up and slowly walked towards Yamapi. She slapped him real hard in the face. “ What did Linda and the baby do to make you so angry? What right you have to be angry at them? Whats wrong with you?” yuki screamed at his face.

“ answer me yamapi. What did they do? Linda had suffered so much for this baby. Do you care about her feelings if she see you this way! Yamapi answer me!!!!” yuki shouted and repeatedly hit his chest. “ I should have known that akanishi is better off with her than you” yuki lost her balance and fall to the ground clutching her stomach.

“ I hate you. I HATE you.” Yuki yelled at yamapi again as the tears just keep on flowing.
Shige and yuya helped her to the wheel chair. No one utter a word as everyone watched yamapi slowly walked away towards the exit.

All of them followed Linda to her ward. Yuki refused to leave her side no matter how much the others persuade her. Special arrangements were made so that yuki and linda’s wards are closer to each other and the NICU is just opposite their wards.

Shige insisted on taking yuki back to her ward for a rest, ignoring yuki’s pleas to stay with Linda. “Shige please, I want to stay with her, she needs me. Shige… please I beg you. Don’t take me away from her.” yuki was sobbing uncontrollably while gripping shige’s arm.

“ yuki, please don’t do this to me. I know you care about her and want to stay by her side. However, I believe that she do not want you to risk your health over her. Please rest now. You have been waiting there for 5 hours. Please spare a thought for me. You are making mi worried have you ever considered my feelings when I saw you faint in my arms.”

“ Gomen ne…Gomen ne shige… I’m been selfish and did not spare a thought for your feelings. Gomen ….” Shige hugged his sobbing wife in his arms as she cried on his shoulder.

The rest of the news members except for yamapi, yuya and shige had returned home Yamapi who was still in a daze was sitting outside Linda’s ward. He assured everyone that he is going to be alright though they know that he is just trying to put on an brave front. He never did once step inside to see Linda but look at his wife through the glass panel.

Koyama called yamapi’s mother, informing her of the latest development. Though she insisted on coming to the hospital, koyama managed to convince her to stay home to take care of the children.

Yuki did manage to get some rest but keep insisting on checking on Linda. No matter how reluctant shige was, he followed her wishes as he understood the strong bond they shared.

“ yuki please tell me if you feel unwell when you are there. Don’t try to bear the pain. Promise me that and I will bring you to her.” yuki nod her head and give shige a hug for being so understanding. Yuya who was sleeping at the sofa was stirred from his sleep.

“ yuya, I bring your sister to linda’s room. you get some rest alright.” shige pat yuya on the shoulder. Yuki mouthed the word thank you and yuya smiled and went back to sleep.

When they reach the door to linda’s ward, they saw yamapi looking at linda thru the glass panel. Yuki gave him a cold hard stare as they pass him. Yuki was wheeled to the bed and she held linda’s hand.

“ linda, wake up. Everyone is waiting for you. Akira, takizawa and Takahisa is waiting for you to go home so please open your eyes.” Yuki look at linda hoping she will open her eyes to look back. When there were no responses, the tears started flowing again.

Shige wiped the tears on her eyes and stand behind her. At that moment, both of them heard yuya and yamapi arguing outside. Shige went out to stop them.

“ yamapi, stop being in a daze. Your wife is inside, she is waiting for you to tell her that you will wait for her to wake up no matter how long it takes. Damn it.” Yuya punched his face.

Shige stopped yuya and had never seen the latter talk to yamapi in such a manner as yuya respected yamapi. “ yuya, its enough. Stop it.”

Yamapi still did not utter a single word. Shige had enough of it and dragged him to see the baby. Yuya walked behind yamapi just incase the latter tried to escape. As they got nearer to the incubator where the baby is, yamapi tried to run away but was hold back by both shige and yuya.

“ yamapi, this is the baby that your wife tried so hard to give birth too. This is the baby that linda is willing to sacrifice her life for. Look at the baby. Damn it yamapi, look at the baby.” Yamapi look at the baby through the incubator. The baby is awake and was looking at the people around him. He held out his hand to grab yamapi’s hand which was on the cover of the incubator.

Yamapi finally broke down and cried. He put his hand inside the opening of the incubator and touched the baby for the 1st time. The tiny hand gripped yamapi’s thumb tightly and yamapi smiled.

“ Look at him, He is so adorable right.” Yamapi said to shige and yuya.
“baby, forgive papa for the foolishness. I’m sorry.” Yamapi said to the baby then he look at shige and yuya who was trying their best to control the tears that threaten to flow.

Yamapi stayed with the baby for awhile more whereas shige and yuya left to accompany yuki. He came over shortly and held linda’s hand to his face.

“ I’m sorry Linda. Forgive me.” Yamapi uttered. “and yuki, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.” Yuki had forgiven him as yamapi was also in a moment of shock to react that way.

[ next day ]

“Yamashita san, your wife’s condition has stabilized. However, I can’t guarantee if she will wake up from the coma. All you can do now is to keep talking to her” the doctor said to yamapi after examining linda.

“ what about the baby? Is he going to be alright?”

“ the baby is going to be fine. He is a strong kid though born prematurely.” Everyone felt relieved upon this good news, Yamapi’s mum who was also present hugged her son tightly at this great news.

Everyone gathered at linda’s room which was filled with flowers and fruit baskets. Everyone was talking among themselves when yuki suddenly asked them to keep quiet.

“ linda, did you remember the 1st concert we had? Our room was also filled with flowers from the fans. Did you remember those times linda?” yuki begin to talk about the old times.

Yamapi's shock

Yamapi held Linda’s hand tightly as the ambulance drove madly into the streets. “Linda, talk to me,” he begged.

Linda who was almost unconscious responded when she heard Yamapi’s voice calling her. “Tomohisa,” Yampi heard an extremely soft whisper.

Yamapi leaned closer. “Linda, what is it?” he asked.

“Sumimasen,” he heard her apologized.

“Ne, why are you apologizing? Linda, don’t close your eyes. Look at me. Tell me that you are going to be ok. Say something. Linda,” he said, frightened out of his wits.

Linda slowly closed her eyes and gave him a soft smile and uttered an apology again before she went into unconsciousness. Yamapi stared at her in silence and just followed with the flow when the ambulance arrived at the hospital. Linda was wheeled into the operation theatre where he was not allowed to come in. Yamapi stared at the door, his whole body numbed with fear.

“No, I will not forgive you,” he heard himself saying.

By that time, everyone ha arrived. Yamapi had retreated into a corner, not realizing that he was clenching his fists tightly that they had turned white. “Yamapi, do you need a drink?” Koyama asked.

Yamapi did not answer. It was as though he had gone into another world. His eyes were blank and face expressionless. “Yamapi, get hold of yourself!” Ryo shook him.

Still, none of them could get through him. They gave up and decided to just wait for the result of the operation.

(In the operation theatre)

“Doctor! Her blood pressure is weakening!” the nurse exclaimed.

“Doctor, it seems that the baby’s heart is also weakening,” the assistant doctor replied.

“Let me see the scan,” he replied.

The doctor had expected this to happen. The mother was losing blood internally and the baby was suffocating because the umbilical cord that connect the mother and child and served as the baby’s lifeline had been severed. “Prepare for the operation,” the doctor announced.

“But doctor! Both of them will not be able to take the pressure,” the assistant exclaimed.

“We have to take the risk. We have to save both of them or not, even one,” the doctor replied, taking charge.

A few hours later, the doctor managed to get the baby out. He handed the baby over to the doctor who was specialized in children who was standing nearby waiting. The doctor received the baby and immediately shouted out instructions to revive the tiny baby. The baby had stopped breathing. Due to his small lungs, which were not fully developed, the doctor had to be careful of the amount of air that he pumped in to make the baby breath again.

After a few trials, the baby managed to take in air. “He is not crying, sensei,” the nurse helping him cried.

The doctor frowned. “He is still trying to breathe properly. We shall put him under observation,” the doctor replied and made arrangements for the tiny newborn to be put in a special cot.

At the same time, the doctor attending to Linda had finished stabilizing her and was also doing some last minute tidying up.

The doctor left the operation theatre and was faced with a lot of people. Yamapi immediately stood up and looked at the doctor. “How is she and the baby?” he asked quietly.

Everyone strained to listen to his voice. The doctor looked firm. “Both the mother and child are saved. Their conditions are stabilized now but I cannot guarantee how long it will be. We will try our best to save her but please do be prepared for the worst,” the doctor replied and told them what happened.

The doctor left and a few moments later, Linda and the baby were wheeled out. Yamapi refused to see them. He closed his eyes when they passed him. “Yamapi, go and see your wife,” someone said but the words fell on ea ears.

“No,” he said.

“What?” Yuki asked and everyone looked at him.

“I’m not going to see her. I’m not going to see the baby. Leave me alone,” he said, his voice hardened.

“Yamashita Tomohisa! What are you thinking of? She needs you now! Your baby needs you to live on! What are you talking about?” Massu grabbed Yamapi’s collar, practically about to hit him.

Ryo and Koyama pulled Massu away from Yamapi. “I will not forgive her,” he said after Massu was pulled away from him.

Everyone was stunned. Yuki got up and slapped Yamapi hard. “What are you talking about? Do not forgive her? What did she do? What did the baby do? I WILL be the one not forgiving you. I hate you. I cannot believe that you are this type of person. She’s better off with Akanishi than you!” Yuki shouted and lost her balance because she was agitated.

Shige caught her and held her close while Yuki cried into his chest. Yamapi walked away from there. He walked and walked, not realizing where he was going.

He was in the hospital’s park. He sat down in a corner, hugged his legs and started to sob. He recalled the scene in the ambulance. He recalled that scene where Linda apologized to him and close her eyes. He then recalled the scene when she was smiling at him that morning, teasing him about the way he slept. He recalled the scene when he last saw her full of energy. He recalled the scene when he last kissed her. Finally, the scene that came back to him was when she was closing her eyes and the loud crazy beep of the machine indicating that he was losing her in the ambulance.

“Linda, Don’t leave me,” he whispered in between the sobs.

Friday, April 6, 2007

shige & yuki 2

As the day of the filming gets nearer, the more uneasy yuki felt. Yuki had an ominous feeling and was still hesitant about her decision. In addition, Yuki was feeling unwell the past few days and had been nauseous at times and decided to visit the doctor. The ominous feeling was then forgotten.

[On the day of filming]

“Kato shigeaki, wake up. You sleepyhead, come on dun lie on the bed anymore.” yuki went to sit beside shige who was still sleeping on the bed. “My dear shige, wake up~~ breakfast is ready and we still have to attend the filming for music station.” She tried to shake him so that the sleepy shige will wake up.

Shige give a muffled answer and then sit on the bed. He looked at yuki in his drowsy eyes and gave her a kiss before washing up. Both of them then proceed to shuichi’s room and want to wake the sleepy boy up.

“Shuichi baby, wake up.” Yuki carried the boy in her arms and planted a kiss on his forehead. “Happy birthday my little angel” the boy giggled and open his arms towards shige. Shige carried the boy on his shoulder and both of them ran all the way down the staircase to the dining table.

“Shuichi, mummy and daddy will bring you to aunt Linda’s place today so that you can play with akira, takizawa and Takahisa. Do you want to go?” the boys eyes light up and clapped his hands eagerly.

A few days ago, Yuki and Linda had agreed to hold shuichi’s birthday party at the latter’s place after the filming. Therefore, yuki had baked a chocolate cake for little shuichi while Linda and her mother – in - law prepare the food and the place. However, yuki felt bad having to trouble them and had baked a strawberry cake and some pastries.

After breakfast, shige went to change and get the little shuichi ready. Yuki was busy in the kitchen packing the food and shuichi’s stuffs that she had to bring along. When everyone was ready, all of them got into shige’s 7 seater car, Toyota wish. Little shuichi likes to look at the surrounding. He will jump and squirmed on yuki’s lap.

When shuichi saw the familiar surroundings, he gave a chuckle and looked at yuki and pointed to the familiar house by the beach.

“ oh shuchi, how’s house is that?” shige who was driving looked at his son and grinned.

Shige stopped the car at the garage and carried all the things inside. Yuki had gone ahead of him and she was greeted by Aunt Naomi at the door. Shige came from behind and shouted in his loud voice, “konnichi wa”.

Linda’s son’s jumped from where they were and surrounded shige and yuki. Shuichi was squirming in yuki’s arms and started giggling when he saw them.
When he was lowered to the ground, shuichi was running towards the toyroom. All the adults laughed at this happy sight. Shige said goodbye and went the car.

“ linda, I guess I meet you guys at the studio later? ja ne.” yuki was about to leave when she turned and look worriedly at linda.

“ linda, you ok? You don’t seem well. Are you really ok?” yuki hold linda’s hand and the latter patted yuki’s hand to assure her that she is alright.

Yuki was worried as the ominous feeling is back again. It seems like something bad is going to happen. Shige who was concentrating on his driving glanced at yuki who seems to be deep in thought.

“ dear, are you ok? Is something wrong?”

“ Iie, nothing is wrong. I just had a ominous feeling but maybe it is just my imagination.” Yuki give shige a smile.

“ yuki, lets get shuichi present before heading for the studio? Come on, it may just be you imagination. Don’t think so much ok.” Shige tried to assure yuki and she nod her head.

[ at the studio ]

“ shige what is taking them so long? Just now, linda is very pale. Is she going to be alrite?” yuki learn to shige for support and shige put his hand on her shoulder.

“ yuki, its going to be fine. Don’t worry, see yamapi’s car is turning in now.” Yuki looked at the direction and calmed down.

“ yuki, shige!” linda ran towards where yuki and shige was standing. Yamapi was giving her a had stare and twisted linda’s ear. Linda flare up and went inside leaving all of them at the spot.

“ yamapi, why did you do that to her? now she’s going to ignore you again.” Yuki ran after linda and saw her talking to Massu Takahisa. She was laughing and having a great time talking.

Shige joined her as yamapi went forward to where his wife is standing. As yuki had expected, Linda is going to ignore him but her anger will subside soon and things will be ok.

Shige lead yuki to the dressing room and both of them get ready. Yuya hug his sister and both of them started chattering about what happen recently. They saw ryo helping his beautiful fiancée, Leah with her necklace while koyama and massu was busy styling their hair.

Everyone look so happy to be able to get together once again. Yuki missed the days when all of them went on tours where everyone stayed together and go all around Japan performing.

“ Ahem, we are on in 60 seconds time. Everyone get ready please.” One of workers announced.

The emcee interviewed koyama, massu and yuya first. When asked about their love life, koyama give a silly smile and said he is attached. Massu and yuya then pretended to cry and said they are not wanted by anyone which then caused everyone to start laughing.

“ see, my sister who is older than me by only 1 min is married and have a kid. And I’m still single. So if any of the girls out there is interested to be my soulmate, please leave your particulars to the website listed below.” Yuya joked and caused another round of laughter.

“ Wow, later your company’s website will be full with the particulars from all the girls all around Japan.” The emcee started laughing again.

“ I was just kidding, don’t take me seriously.” Yuya added.

“ now lets welcome the couple who just got engaged, Nishikido Ryo and Leah Dizon.”

After interviewing ryo and leah, it was shige and yuki’s turn.

“ how was married life shige and yuki?” the emcee asked.

“ well, everyday is full of laughter. I look forward to go home to after a long day at work to see my lovely wife and my little boy, shuichi.” Shige hold yuki hand tightly.

“ tegoshi-san, *yuya said “ hai* gomen ne, I meant your sister.” The crowd started laughing again.

“ yuya, I’m being interviews now, your turn is over so keep quiet.” Yuki stuck out her tongue at yuya.

The emcee asked about what both shige and yuki been up to recently. Yuki’s replied that she is now working as a composer instead of being a singer. Shige added that yuki have been a doting wife and mother and he was glad to have her. everyone present gave a round of applause.

“ lastly, I know that today is your son, shuichi’s, 2nd birthday so I guess after this filming, you guys will rush back to celebrate his birthday,” both of them nod their heads. “lets look at the photos from this blissful family” the pictures were shown and then the emcee continued, “Lastly I would like you 2 when can we expect a 2nd kato in the family?”

Both of them were blushing when they heard the questions. Shige was about to answer when yuki voiced out. “Well, as a matter of fact, I’m already 2 months pregnant with my 2nd child.” Shige stared at yuki and when the news finally sinks in his mind. He hugged his wife tightly. Linda walk down the stairs in the fast way making yamapi worried.

“ is it true? Yuki. I’m going to be a dad again? “ Shige wants yuki to look into his eyes and tell him that what he heard was the truth.

“ yup, it is true.” Linda hugged yuki and both girls are so happy that tears flowed.

“ yuki, why did you not tell me this great news sooner? I’m your brother you know.” Yuya voiced out his unhappiness about not being informed sooner.

“ it was meant as a surprise for all of you” yuki said.

Everyone congratulate them and then it was yamapi and linda’s turn to be interviewed.

When the interview finally ends, everyone was chatting merrily backstage and people were congratulating yuki and shige. Linda walked over to yuki and the latter turned to face her. Linda seems to be in pain and wants yuki to bring her to the dressing room to rest.

Linda assured yuki that she will be fine after some rest. Yuki left her to rest on the sofa and went to get a drink for her. linda’s hand and forehead is cold. No matter how yuki tried to shake her, she is still motionless.

“ Linda, okite yo. Don’t scare me.” The sobbing yuki hold the unconscious linda in her arms.

“ shige, yamapi help. Someone come and help me please. Please. Linda please don’t scare me.” Shige heard yuki’s screams and ran to her.

“ shige, linda is not waking up. Call the ambulance faster. Linda please don’t die on me. I will not forgive you if you die on me. Wake up please. I will do anything you want me to, please open your eyes. Please.” Yuki hug the unconscious linda closer.

Someone informed yamapi of what had happened and he ran as fast as he could to the dressing room.

“ yuki what happened? Yuki answer me!” yamapi demanded.

The ambulance came shortly and yamapi went along with it to the hospital. Yuki fainted from the shock and was also taken to the hospital.

Shige drove the rest to the hospital in his car. He was worried about yuki and linda. Both of them are pregnant and are very vulnerable. Everyone prayed for their safety.
Linda was sent to the emergency room for caesarian operation. Both the mother and baby are in a critical condition. Yamapi just sit outside the emergency room and clenched his fist tightly till they turn white.

Shige and the rest arrived at the hospital and the former was led to where yuki was warded. Yuki who was still unconscious, nearly suffered a miscarriage and shige held her hand. Shige stroked her face and kissed her. Yuya who was with yamapi just now came and inform shige that Linda is in a critical condition.

Yamapi did not utter a single word making all of them around him worried. Koyama took charge and called yamapi’s mum and informed them about the situation assuring them that he will inform them of any new developments.

Yuki was now conscious and demanded shige to bring her to see linda now. She was sitted on a wheelchair and was wheeled to where everyone was.

“ yuki are you ok? You better take a rest, you are very weak now. Please heed my advice and take care of yourself.” Yuya told her in a stern way and everyone agreed with him.

After 5 hours, the doctor came out and told them that both mother and child are safe. However, Linda however is still in a critical condition and there is a possibility that she might never wake up or even survive the night.

Yamapi fall back on the chair and covered his face with his hands.

Yamapi & Linda

(In the car)

Yamapi saw Linda sitting uncomfortably. “Linda-chan, are you really feeling okay?” he asked, glancing at her.

She nodded. “I’m fine. Really, I’m just nervous. That’s all,” she assured him.

Yamapi pursed his lips and decided not to pursue further. He knew that Linda was hiding her pain away from him just like before but he also knew that Linda would get upset and would have a cold war with him for a long time.

When they arrived at the studio, Linda’s face lit up. He could see her mischievous eyes again. “Don’t go running…” Yamapi started but Linda had already gone out of the car and running towards the entrance where Yuki and Shige was standing.

“Linda Masaki! How could she run off like that? What does she think? Still an 18 year-old? She’s 30 and carrying a baby, for goodness’ sake!” Yamapi grumbled as he made his way towards them.

When he approached them, Yamapi twisted Linda’s ear. “Oww! What did you do that for?” she asked, irritated.

“Serve you right! Do you ever listen to what I said about running and jumping and all those stuff? Do I have to remind you?” Yamapi asked, getting a bit angry over her careless attitude.

Linda looked down at the floor. Yuki and Shige were feeling a bit uncomfortable. “Ne, Yamapi-kun, don’t get angry. It’s not nice for people to see,” Shige remarked.

Linda walked away from them. “See, you hurt her feelings,” Yuki accused him and went after her.

Linda went inside the dressing room and saw News members streaming in. She grinned. “How are you?” she asked Massu.

Massu grinned at her. “I’m fine. How’s my godson?” he asked.

“Takahisa? He’s naughty by day. You should see him one day,” Linda replied.

“Haha..I will. Anyway, where’s Yamashita-kun?” he asked.

“He’s somewhere. He’ll be here in a few minutes’ time,” Linda answered.

“Linda!” Yamapi jogged towards her.

“Massu! How are you? Linda, I need to talk to you,” he said, pulling her to a corner.
Linda looked at him with no expression on her face. “I’m sorry,” he apologized.

Linda did not say anything. “I’m sorry,” he repeated.

She still did not answer him. He closed his eyes and knew that she was having a cold war with him. Just as he thought he was doomed for, he felt his hand being squeezed. He opened his eyes and saw her smiling softly at him. “Let’s just do our best later, ok?” she said.

He nodded and bent down to give her a kiss. “Ahem! We are on in 60 seconds’ time,” someone announced.

They pulled away and went to prepare to go on stage. Yamapi, Linda, Shige and Yuki would be the last couple to get interviewed since Yuki and Linda were from the same group and they too were once the most popular stars in the entertainment business.

Yuki and Shige went on first. They talked about what went on with their life and so forth. As they were announcing their son’s birthday that day, the emcee asked, “So, when will we be expecting a 2nd little one from the Kato family?”

Shige was blushing and looked at his wife. His wife too blushed and answered, “I’m expecting another one now.”

“Eh?” everyone including Shige was stunned.

Linda who was beside Yuki, jumped up and hugged her friend. Yamapi was surprised by his wife’s reaction that he almost had a heart attack. “Omedetou!” Linda wished her sincerely.

Yamapi held her hands tightly so that she would not create anymore heart attacks for him. The emcee and the couple talked further before it was Yamapi’s and Linda’s turn. “Hai, now let’s find out about the leader of the group-Yamashita-san!” the emcee announced.

Linda and Yamapi bowed. “So, before we start, I could see that Yamapi loves his wife so much that he did not want to let her hands go,” the emcee teased them.

“Ohh…yes, I do,” he nodded which made Linda blushed.

“So, Linda-san, you are currently expecting the fourth one?” the emcee asked again.

She nodded. “ Yes, I am. The other three are at home with Yamapi’s mother,” she answered.

“Before that, let’s see some of their pictures,” the emcee said.

The screen flashed the three boys and their happy family photos. Linda’s eyes started to blur.A shot of pain went through her tummy. “I heard that one of them is named after Massu-kun, is that right?” the emcee asked.

“Yeah, the third one. Massu’s had been very helpful towards me during the whole period when Yamapi was away for some filming in another country that time. That’s why we named the boy after him,” Linda explained, hiding her pain.

“Their ages are 3, 2 and 1. Whoa, one year one child. Yamapi, you really do love kids,” the emcee teased again.

With each question, and time went by, Yamapi could feel Linda squeezing his hand, harder and harder. He glanced at her but he found no trace of pain on her face except for her eyes. After a few more questions, the whole interview was over and News gathered to perform. When Linda let go of his hand, Yamapi felt uncomfortable. He looked at his wife again before going up the stage and felt a bit assured when he saw her smile. Yuki and Linda were at backstage watching them perform. Halfway in the performance, Linda tugged Yuki’s arm. “Yuki, can you help me to the dressing room?” she asked.

Yuki saw Linda’s face had turned to deathly white. “Ok, let’s go,” she said, helping her away.

Linda sat down on a chair and put her head down while clutching something tightly. “Linda, are you ok?” Yuki asked, worriedly.

“I’m just tired. Let me rest for awhile,” she whispered.

Yuki watched her, concerned. “Are you in pain?” she asked a few minutes later.

“No, I’m not. Don’t worry. It’s too early for me to be in labor,” Linda assured her.

Yuki kept quiet. She waited a while longer. She went over to Linda. She touched her forehead. It was cold. “Linda-chan?” she called.

Linda did not answer. Yuki patted her arm. Her hand who was clutching something dropped and the thing fell from her hand. “Linda-chan? Ne, Okite!” she shook her.

Linda’s face was white. Yuki, fearing something wrong was happening, put her finger under Linda’s nose. Her breathing was getting slower. “Linda-chan! Yamapi,” she said and rushed out of the door.

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Before Going For Music Station *Yamapi & Linda

“Ah! My darlings are awake!” Linda grinned as she entered the boys’ room.

From far, she could hear the chattering of the boys’ laughter and baby talk. Yamapi and Linda did not buy any baby cots for the boys but just a huge futon. It was easier because they are naughty sleepers and so Yamapi and Linda would not be worried about them falling off their beds. She often wondered how they could understand each other but she was proud to see that three brothers were pretty close with each other.

Linda kissed each of their foreheads lovingly. “Let’s disturb your papa, ok?” she suggested, with a twinkle of mischief in her eyes.

Linda, carrying Takahisa while the other two ran ahead, crept into their room where Yamapi was sleeping peacefully on the futon. Takizawa and Akira had already jumped on him when Linda arrived. Yamapi was laughing and was rolling over, trying to get away from the boys. Takahisa, who was in Linda’s arms, began to squirm as he saw his brothers and dad were having fun without him. Linda put him down and he immediately crawled over. Linda just laughed.

Yamapi who saw Linda laughing alone, stood up and grabbed her. “Chotto matte! Tomohisa!” she exclaimed when Yamapi pulled her down.

She accidentally hit her stomach slightly when she fell down. Yamapi looked worried. “Linda! Daijoubu?” he asked, rushing to her side.

Linda shook her head. She smiled. “It’s ok. I’m fine. Don’t worry. Just a slight bump. Don’t do it next time,” she assured him.

Yamapi looked guilty. Linda squeezed his hand and before long their sons were all over them. His mom opened the door slightly and smiled when she saw the whole family teasing each other. “Please let them always be this way,” his mom prayed as she gently closed the door.

“Ok, ok. Fun’s over. The four of you needs a bath. Do you boys want mummy to bath for you or your papa?” Linda asked the kids.

“I want mummy!” Yamapi answered.

“I’m not talking to you,” Linda replied which made Yamapi pout.

The boys went to their father. “Ok then. Papa, please bathe them properly. Ja!” Linda smiled and left the room.

(in the kitchen)

“Where are they?” Naomi, Linda’s mother in law asked.

“Bathing. Those four really are hyper,” Linda remarked, rubbing her tummy.

“Is everything ok?” Naomi asked, worried about her gesture.

Linda smiled. “I’m fine. Let me help you. Oh ya, Yuki will be coming over later to drop her child for awhile,” Linda replied.

“Yes! That darling Shuichi. Those boys will be delighted to see him. I just hope that Takahisa will not get overboard because he is so excited to see Shuichi that he hit Shuichi or something. That boy got too much energy,” Naomi laughed.

“We are here!” Yamapi announced their arrival.

Akira and Takizawa climbed over their chair while Yamapi placed Takahisa into his baby chair. “Everyone smelled very nice!” Linda commented as Yamapi kissed her cheek when he slid into the chair next to her.

The boys ate their breakfast hungrily and soon left the table to watch their morning cartoons. Linda helped to wash the dishes while Yamapi watched over the kids.

Half an hour later, Yuki and Shige arrived. “Konnichiwa!” Shige greeted.

The boys rushed over and giggled when they saw Shuichi. Shuichi in turn was squirming in his seat to get out and play. Yuki finally took him out and let him free to join the boys. “So, we will see you later then,” Yuki smiled.

“Yeah, we will,” Linda nodded.

Yuki turned again before leaving. “You looked pale. Are you sure you are okay?” she asked quietly.

“I’m fine. Really. Don’t worry,” she replied, patting Yuki’s hand.

Yuki took another look at her and went off with Shige who was waiting for her outside the car. “Sa, Are you ready to go?” Yamapi asked.

“Yes, I am. Let me get my stuff,” she replied, running up the stairs.

“Linda! How many times do I have to tell you not to run!” Yamapi shouted after her but Linda kept a deaf ear.
Linda went to their room and took her handbag. She freshened herself up a bit and rubbed her back. It was hurting slightly but she just ignored the pain, thinking it was just one of the maternity cramps. She ran back down and earned another earful from Yamapi who was glaring at her for not heeding his words.

Yamapi & Linda

Yamashita Linda was playing with her 3 children on the beach at Hawaii. Her husband, Yamashita Tomohisa aka yamapi was shooting a commercial for a fruit juice not far away from them.

“Akira, take care of your brothers. Don’t run too far away. Takahisa stop throwing sand at your 2nd brother. I said stop now." Linda who was 8 months pregnant was walking towards her youngest son, Takahisa. She grabs his hand and hit it.

“Stop doing it. If not I’m not going to buy you sweets when we get back to the hotel.” Takahisa just give his mother a smile and continued with his mischief. “ I give up!” at that moment, her husband came and meet up with them.

“ Yamapi, look at them. They are not listening to me and takahisa is making takizawa cry. I give up. You deal with them.” Linda walked back to the seating area and drank her apple juice.

“ Akira, takizawa and also takahisa come to daddy. Why did you all make mummy angry? Akira I know you did try to help mummy, I will buy you an ice cream later. takizawa, wipe your tears. Boys should not cry easily ok? *wipe his tears* and lastly, takahisa, why are you bullying your brother. No sweets for you today.” Yamapi said sternly to them.

“ now go and say sorry to mummy. Move it boys” yamapi lead the boys to where his lovely wife is sitting.

“ I’m sorry mummy. I will not misbehave anymore” the boys said in unison and hug their mummy. Yamapi gave his wife a grin and kiss his wife on the cheek.

He went back to work and the boys continued building the sandcastle. Linda joined them and all of them had a fun time. the sun is going to set soon and yamapi had just finish filming. The whole family took a slow walk back to the hotel which was 5 minutes walk away.

“ linda, I have to cut short the holiday and we have to leave this sat. your uncle called me just now and told me that we have to attend a special music station show this Monday. The producers want to celebrate the 12yrs anniversary of NEWS. Therefore, uncle wants us to be there”


“ what! We have only been here for 2 wks and you have been working all this while. You promised to spend time with the kids for the next 2 wks and now you want to cut short the holiday. I refuse to attend and if you really want to go you go by yourself.”
Linda then walked away with the kids. Yamapi decided to go to the hotel café and have a drink.

[ hotel room]

“boys, mummy wants to make a phone call to aunt yuki. If you all behave yourself, mummy will order pizza later.” Linda then dialed the familiar number.


“ moshi moshi, yuki, I’m so angry at that guy, ARGH!. He wants to cut short the holiday to attend the stupid music station recording which I believe shige had told you about. Its been so long since me and the boys have a holiday with him. Or should I say spent time with him. He is always busy busy busy. Does he care about us?” linda vent her anger out to yuki who was at the receiving end.

“ linda, why don’t you think of it from another angle? Yamapi have to work so hard to support this family and he also wants to have more time for you all. Therefore, you have to understand his situation. Yamapi may want to earn more money so that you all could live a good life and maybe to save money for the kids’ education which includes your unborn child. So now I think you should calm down and look at things from a different angle. After that, you have a good talk with him.” linda always find yuki whenever she have a problem. Since young, yuki have been the one who is calm when facing a problem.

“ yuki, your words make me realize how selfish I have been. Well, i know what I have to do now. By the way how is little shuichi? Is he being as naughty as my boys? You will not want to know what they are doing in the room now. Some are jumping on the beds and Takahisa is grabbing things and throwing at his brothers. Alright yuki I have to go. Things are getting out of hand at this moment. I know I’m pregnant. Don’t be like my mother yuki. I know how to take care of myself. Sayonara ne.!” linda put the phone down and went to get takizawa who was crying as he had fallen from the bed.

“All of you stop now. Mummy’s getting angry.” All the boys stop what they were doing and look at linda. “ Now that’s my good boys. Are you all hungry now? Want to get pizza?” the boys eat the pizzas and soon, they fall asleep. Linda then tucked them to bed. She is exhausted but was waiting for yamapi to come back.

By the time yamapi came back, he found his wife sleeping. As he was going to on the bedside lamp, yamapi found a note.
[note]
Sorry, I have been selfish. I decided to go for the filming and you go and arrange the flight stuffs. Oyasumi tomo-chan. Aishiteru yo.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

shige & yuki

A nice aroma from the kitchen brought Kato shigeaki and his 1yr and 11 month old kid, shuichi to the kitchen where his wife, yuki was. She was busy cooking beef spaghetti for dinner as it was shige’s favourite. Both shige and shuichi was pinching on the food and tried to avoid being caught by yuki.

“ shige and shuichi, don’t pinch on the food. if you all don’t stop now, you all will regret it.” Yuki turned to face them and ran towards them. She chased them all the way to the living room and shuichi who was carried by shige keeps giggling in his arms.

“ okok, I surrender” shige said yuki when she caught them. Yuki was tickling them till all of them fall on the sofa.

As yuki was busying setting up dinner on the table, the phone rang.

“ moshi moshi, Linda, shibaraku desu nee. Ogenki desu ka?” said yuki excitedly. After awhile, she put down the phone and sat down on the table.

“ shige shuichi, dinner time” the father and child sat at their usual place on the table.
Shuichi dinner was chicken porridge which yuki had cooked earlier. As everyone was eating their food, yuki suddenly asked a question.

“ shige, did you forget to tell me something important?”
yuki look suspiciously at shige who was trying to avoid her stare.

“ alright, I believe the caller just now was linda-chan. Yup, music station is having a special edition for NEWS and they want to invite all of us including our family over for a little chat.” Shige give yuki a puppy face that never fails to make yuki succumb.

“lets eat dinner now and talk later” yuki show a silly face to shige who was happily eating his spaghetti.

After dinner, shuichi insisted on watching his favourite cartoon on tv. While the kid was engrossed in the cartoon, yuki drag shige to the other side of the room.

“ what is it all about shige? I heard from linda that they had to cut short their holiday in Hawaii for the filming and they had argued over it. Shige, tell me all the details.”

Shige walked to where yuki was and put his hand on her shoulder. “ well, it is NEWS 12 yrs anniversary and the music station producers intend to invite the spouses of the members to attend it. However, I have not given my answers to them yet though all the other members inlcluding yuya, are quite enthusiastic about this arrangement.”

“ do you think I should attend? Its been so long since I appear on screen. I’m quite worried of having to face the audience again.” Yuki hold the hand on her shoulder.

“ yuki, look at me. You will do fine. Don’t forget that I’m there with you and I will never let you out of my sight for a single moment. Trust me things will be fine.” Shige held yuki’s free hand and put it to his heart.

“ well, when is the filming?” yuki said to shige while resting her head on his shoulder.

“that is what worries me. It falls on shuichi’s 2 yr old birthday and that’s why I have not given my consent to the filming. What do you think yuki?”

“ um.. are you keen to attend this show? *shige nod his head* then I think that shuichi birthday celebration will have to be postponed.” After hearing yuki’s word, shige looked endearingly at his wife.

The couple went back to the sofa where young shuichi was sleeping soundly. Shige carried him to his bedroom and tucked him to bed. Yuki stood by the door and switched off the light.